James Blake - Wilhelms Scream

Decide when your surroundings

be still

         Contexts belie complex

         noise

Release the scream

<silence>

*The poetry below was summoned after the first listen/view of this James Blake track.

Posted at 12:17am and tagged with: James Blake, Electronic, Soul, Tunes, Videos, Universoul,.

Universoul

Posted at 2:07pm and tagged with: Beauty, Blessings, Gratitude, Universoul, Quote,.

All moments are beautiful. All moments are blessings. Only you have to be capable of seeing them. If you accept everything with a deep gratitude, nothing ever goes wrong.
Universoul

Posted at 4:24pm and tagged with: Thoughts, Control, Observer, Awareness, Quote, Universoul,.

If we are stuck or trapped in our own thoughts we will not have control over them. When we observe them, we separate ourselves from them and we provide a space, and this is how we can control them and channel them in the direction we wish. In order to have control over something we must look at it from a certain distance, like an impartial observer. Observing our thoughts is the first step in understanding and taking full responsibility for them.

Lately I’ve been filtering my experiences through the lenses of a hypnotherapist, and how each and every one of us flows through the constructs of our surrounding environmental and social terrain, and how these factors invariably affect our psyche, and in turn influences the immune system, the endocrine system, gastrointestinal system and, well, pretty much every system in the body.

This is the study of a fascinating field called, psychoneuroimmunology. Say it with me, ‘psy-cho-neu-ro-immun-ology.’ The most common word that we can associate that with today is called ‘placebo,’ or the placebo effect. You very well know what that entails. Recent studies have shared that a whopping 57% of people will respond to a placebo effect when it comes to pain management. Fifty-seven percent. Think about that for a moment and let that sink in. We know placebo works, and for those of you that might not know, when somebody gives you some sort of shamanic therapy, or a sugar pill even, but tells you that this is going to stop your migraine or headache, 57% of the population will feel relief from their pain. Simply because they believe it.

Interestingly, there was this other study where they gave a control group knee surgery to relieve pain and the other group had their knees opened but nothing was done. It was a fake surgery. The results were insane. The people who had the fake surgery reported much better results than those who had the actual corrective procedure. Even years later they were still pain free.

Placebo has been proven effective for asthma, allergies, skin conditions, and all sorts of psychiatric disorders. It’s all about belief. The pharmaceutical industry still has to test every new drug against it. To them it’s probably a nuisance. To me, the implications of this are astounding and should be the focus of all our research. If we can figure out how the mind heals the body, then, it’s a whole new ball game.

Remember, every emotion has a biochemical counterpart. You know that when you feel stress, certain hormones and chemicals are released in your system. Well the same thing happens for every emotion. Each has a signature cocktail of chemicals and hormones, like how there are certain hormones released when you’re feeling exhilaration and joy. Google this hormone called ‘interleukin-2’. This is a chemical released when you are feeling joy, and it’s now being tested on various types of cancer, with surprising results. Not sure if you have recently come up on an article a few weeks ago how the drug ‘ecstasy’ has shown to kill cancer cells to some degree. If you don’t know, ecstasy gives you this sense of happy euphoria when consumed.

What makes you feel joyful? Think of a time you were and remember. You’re probably smiling as you think about that time, and that smile, however so subtle, triggers your brain to start releasing those happy hormones. Feel it? Understand something about the amazing capabilities of our bodies and our minds and brains. We are always doing drugs because our body makes our own valium, morphine, speed, you name it, we do it.

And it’s cool that our system knows the exact dosage it needs. No side effects either. You can imagine every cell feeling the way you feel at any given moment. If you were depressed, stressed, or angry, so were your cells. And as you’re happy, excited, and invigorated, you can also feel it. I’ve come up on a couple of books that take on this subject which you might decide to check out: Biology of Belief, The Genie in our Genes, and The Molecules of Emotion. These touch upon the study of emotions and belief and how they affect our entire biological status.

Lastly, I’d like to finally touch on what’s also known as, ‘nocebo,’ or the nocebo effect, which unfortunately is just as pervasive as placebo. It’s the opposite of a placebo response, in that people are negatively affected by a certain belief. That’s in effect when a doctor, who has a dangerous ability because of their expertise and authority, to give some dire prognosis on their patient that could harm instead of help them. The power of words! Seriously. If doctor’s were taught on how to communicate effectively because of the healing power of suggestive words, then their words can serve as additional medication to their patients. Instead, doctors in the Western world are prescribing their patients pharmaceutical drugs that are tagged with a slew of disturbing side effects. Don’t tell me you haven’t seen a pharma advertisement that verbally and quickly states all the side-effects of the drug, and usually they’re pretty lengthy. What’s surprising is that the same ads even state paralysis or death. We need to understand how our minds respond to the influence of toxic ads. They are unknowingly harming people, not by the drug itself, but by their understanding of the side-effects that come along with it.

I’ve thought about how today a common disorder which has swept the news is the ever-rising condition of bi-polar disorder. You know that it’s about a child’s or adolescent’s emotions swing wildly from one spectrum to another. It’s funny because it used to be called puberty in my time. But now, the parents, the teachers and their peers will treat them accordingly and will most likely grow into that label. They’ll be medicated so they won’t learn how to navigate through their own emotional states like a normal human being should, not to mention that the drugs have been known to cause violence and suicidal tendencies. And this gets me riled up that people openly take pharma drugs for granted.

Speaking of drugs and the placebo effect, there’s one more study I’d like to share that’s pretty fascinating, where they took some graduate students, and separated them into two groups. One was given amphetamines and the other group was given barbiturates. Damn! I wan’t to go to grad school to do just that!

Anyway, what’s interesting about the experiment is each group was told they were getting the opposite drug. I forget the exact figure, but the majority of the people involved in that study actually experienced the effects of the drug they thought they got. So not only does the mind work on placebo, but it can actually counteract real drug interactions. This is why I stress the power of your own mind which many people have no control of, because of the lack of understanding of how the mind actually functions even with all the anecdotal, qualitative, and quantitative evidence that blankets the web. It is irrefutable. So in the end, understand how your mind works, be the master of your own mind, even in this crazy world, and maybe, just maybe, you can have the potential to heal yourself, and make yourself feel holy, I mean, wholly… =)

Posted at 12:17pm and tagged with: Contemplations, Drugs, Medicine, Mind, Placebo, Psychoneuroimmunology, Universoul, two column, Hypnotherapy, Hypnosis,.

Universoul

Posted at 9:44pm and tagged with: Awareness, Now, Thought, Mind, Silence, Quote, Universoul,.

Awareness is free, spontaneous, open, fresh, innocent, alive and totally here. On the other hand, thought is reaction based on memory, projection, habit and survival. It is divisive, manipulative and strategic. This is why surrendering and silencing the mind can yield such incredible benefits toward awakening consciousness.

First off, I’d like to make known that all videos exhibiting the various salvia trips, even to the slightest degree, do no justice as to what the person is actually experiencing. Not only are they embarrassing themselves publicly, but they are also creating a negative impression of salvia, which plays right into the hands of people who would like to make it illegal. This is actually the case in some cities within the bay area that are now selling salvia as ‘incense’. Second point I’d like to make is that I am a responsible user, so I can accept any judgments made about my character. Whatever the case may be, the most alluring and valuable aspect of salvia’s effects is actually the inner experience.

To me, it’s a philosophical drug; it is for those who are open to observe their current reality from an alternate perspective. Of course, any fresh perspective brings an improved sense of enlightenment - and for some, a spiritual one.

My spiritual awakening began in November of 2009. Since then, I’ve noticed how rapidly my personal landscape was changing – from friends, to world views including politics, religion, history, the sciences, the economy, and finally, the genuine and permanent practice of compassion and love with anyone and everyone. Also, realizing I have existed before I was born into this life, triggered me to ponder the question: If I am not my name, my bank account, my profession, or my body, then who the hell am I if there is more to it than just my Earthly identity?

Our previously established answers have reestablished itself again as questions.

Nothing is definite. 

Not all is known.

What’s definite is the mystery.

Mystery serves as the fuel to our unending curiosity. This is what makes mystery beautiful.

As I now view the world from every conceivable angle, it has opened up new doors, and has closed just as many. I was disillusioned by the mental effort required to make a decision between two entirely different paths. One, material (which I’m used to), and the other, spiritual (which is the big ?uestion mark, the unknown). I currently work for the world’s largest records management organization – so do I stay put to advance my status and improve my monetary gains? Or do I take a more heartfelt path toward self-discovery into the unknown? I was hungry for the latter. Amidst my temporary sense of self-dejection, I decided to experiment with salvia divinorum, a psychedelic plant used by an indigenous group, specifically the Mazatec shamans from Mexico, and now a legal plant in most US states.

To test my tolerance, I took a 1/10 of a gram of 22x potency. I lit up, inhaled and held for 20 seconds. Then I asked to myself, “I wonder how long it would take until it hits me.” Before I even finished that thought, I was feeling it. It was nearly impossible to describe how it felt. It was as if all of my familiar reality was made of a flimsy, spongy fabric that was somehow being pulled into the teeth of a set of gigantic symmetrical enmeshed gears rolling together and drawing everything into its teeth. And on the other side of these gears side was another reality, a separate reality, and I was terrified that I would never come back to the ‘reality’ I came from. Gradually I got a grip on my familiar reality. I had survived, with the utmost respect for the entity behind this substance. For I had felt a presence; a powerful, detached observing presence.

When it finally wore off, a rushing feeling of deja vu dawned on me. I had dreamed exactly the same experience a few weeks before, only to be realized the moment my trip faded away. To have experienced deja vu from an altered state of being was significant to me, only because deja vu is almost always experienced from a sober state.

Ten minutes later after my trip, I put on a TV show called Fringe. A few minutes into the episode, the subject of deja vu was mentioned! My full attention was focused on the dialogue of Walter Bishop, who went into the theories of the deja vu phenomena. He then said, “I read somewhere that deja vu is fate’s way of telling you are exactly where you’re supposed to be. That’s why you feel like you’ve been there before.” The connections were so astounding. I felt an amazing sense of relief after I have been questioning my current path in life. I believed this was a message from another realm to put me at ease and that I was headed in the right direction.

Salvia is not an escapist drug. Quite the contrary, it is a philosopher’s tool, like I mentioned before. It motivated me to carefully examine my life and make positive changes. Given the consecutive and significant synchronicities, there’s no doubt in my mind that I have made a spiritual connection.

Posted at 12:13am and tagged with: Salvia, Psychedelics, Psychotropics, Universoul, Contemplations, two column,.

“Wholeness is not achieved by cutting off a portion of one’s being, but by integration of the contraries.”  –Carl Gustav Jung

In general people usually like to think in “black or white” or “wrong and right” terms. When we see things in terms of these polarities we are closing ourselves off to the possibility that others may see things differently.

The world is full of gray areas that differ from one person to another. To better relate to others, we need to appreciate their way of seeing the world which may differ tremendously from the way we see it. These different views are subjective to each of us. True objectivity exists when something can be proven as a fact. There are many differing views we all have with each other. Very few of these can ever be objectively verified as fact.

When we see things as polarities, we disconnect ourselves from others.

Posted at 12:49am and tagged with: Contrast, Differences, Duality, Polarity, Unity, Universoul, Carl Jung,.

Universoul

Posted at 2:32pm and tagged with: Soul, Infinite, Life, Universoul, Quote,.

In my mind, we are all naked and dancing and sharing each others’ energy, connected through the morphogenetic field like an infinite internet. One soul, infinite complementary bodies, one dance of life, the ecstatic dance of unity.

What am I? I am nothing. Which is beautiful, because that says I can also be everything. Why become something when you can be a little bit of everything? Our unfolding can be revealed in an infinite amount of forms, all within our fingertips, where the only limit is our own mind. We are still evolving, am I right? We are constantly evolving; and even when one is devolving, one will bounce higher when a moment finally permits it to happen. The crazy thing about it though, is that it will happen - and it won’t. We live in this vast ocean of unbounded possibilities. You are being you right now, but there are also an infinite amount of versions of you contained within multiple layers of other universes, which can just a be fraction more/less different than what you are experiencing right this very moment. You are contained everywhere at any given time, in all known and unknown galaxies, in this ever expanding omniverse. So, who the hell are you? You are nothing - and you are everything! And, c’mon, in the totality of the universe: Everything is permitted.

Posted at 3:36pm and tagged with: Contemplations, Universoul,.